6.01.2006

Bring It On Home

Artist/Band: Little Big Town
Lyrics: Bring It on Home

You've got someone here
Wants to make it all right
Someone to love you more
Than I have right here
You've gotta bring it on and I'll hold you tight
A hand to lead you on through the night right here
I know your heart can get
All tangled up inside
But don't you keep it to yourself

When your long day is over
And you can barely drag your feet
When the weight of the world
Is on your shoulders
I know what you need
Bring it on home to me

You know I know you
Like the back of my hand
You know I'm gonna do
All that I can right here
Gonna lie with you
Till you fall asleep
When the morning comes
I'm still gonna be right here
Yes, I am
(Ooooooooooooo)
So take your worries and
Just drop them at the door
Baby, leave it all behind

When your long day is over
And you can barely drag your feet
When the weight of the world
Is on your shoulders
I know what you need
Bring it on home to me

Baby, let me be your safe harbor
Don't let the water come
And carry you away
When your long day is over
And you can barely drag your feet
When the weight of the world
Is on your shoulders
I know what you need
Bring it on home to me
Oh, bring it on home
Oh, bring it on home to me
Home to meOh, bring it on, bring it on home to me
You've got someone here wants
To make it all right
Someone who loves you more
Than life right here

5.23.2006

Michelle Stafford....


...is truly gorgeous....so it was a total shock for me when a friend of mine likened me to her....of course this likeness I feel is closer to me 8 years ago than today....but there ya have it...quite a wonderful compliment....
THANKS!! you know who you are....M

5.21.2006

More Lyrics....

Artist/Band: Rascal Flatts
What Hurts The Most

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do

It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still HarderGetting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do

5.20.2006

Over The Hedge

What a cute, cute movie...Brenna got to see her very first movie theater movie today...she did sooo well...sat on Mimi's lap almost the whole time. She didn't say but a couple of words...Of course she didn't get some of the humor, but I thought it was funny...she ate popcorns and drank from a HUGE cup...and she was smitten by the big screen...can't wait to take her to the free movies during the week...She's gonna love it!

5.19.2006

101 things about me

101 Things to know about Me!!

1 I absolutely adore my baby girl…she is the love of my life
2 I go by my middle name because my Mother didn’t like the way Michelle Angela flows
3 I was born overseas in Okinawa—we lived there for 18 months
4 My first plane trip was when I was 18mos—we were moving from Okinawa to Kansas
5 I lived in Kansas for about 18mos
6 Then we moved to North Carolina for another 18mos
7 Then we moved to Germany…I lived in Germany for about 6 years, in three different places
8 I LOVED Germany, and being in school with other kids who’s parents were also in the military
9 I kissed my first crush when I was 5…
10 …she was a girl… and I loved her…
11 We played together all the time—her Mom was my child care provider
12 It was there that I also had my first boy kiss…
13 he had just eaten Pringles, so now I think of that when I smell plain Pringles—yuck
14 I have had more girlfriends as a kid than I have as an adult…
15 I like it that way…
16 I remember getting excited about getting my military ID when I turned 10
17 I knew I was “gay” at age 2 when my Great Aunt Rachel and I had “something” in common—I just knew
18 My Mom claims she never knew I was a lesbian…never had any clue about it
19 My Mom and I used to be soo very close…
20 I miss my Mom—and the way things used to be between us…
21 My Dad and I have never been close…
22 I knew my Mom was going to divorce my Dad before he knew…they never got divorced
23 My Mom and I left for Georgia January 1991…I drove to GA (12hs) by myself (following my Mom)
24 I met the first “love” of my life (in 1991)…
25 he is gay too…
26 he is my Male soulmate…and we are still very close
27 I cried everyday I was away from him…
28 We got married (in 1994—ages 19 & 18) for college grants, and then never applied for them…lol
29 We always wanted to have a child, but I’m glad we never did…I could never share my baby(s)
30 We got divorced in 1998—and we are still very close—thank god
31 My Dad was in the military for 20 years, which is why I was born in Okinawa
32 I came out my last semester in college—April 1997
33 Yay me…9 whole years as an OUT lesbian
34 I still carry one of my Mother’s secrets with me—don’t know that I’ll ever tell…
35 I love my parents very much which is why I feel so hurt about stuff…
36 I always feel the need to explain myself completely…that’s not a plus
37 I almost fear authority—also not a plus
38 I blame my parents for this one…
39 I refuse to raise my children how I was raised—This is definitely a ++PLUS++
40 I know I’m a great Mother/Mama/Mommy—my daughter lets me know so
41 Did I say I LOVE LOVE LOVE my baby girl…
42 I have a few medical issues that caused me 2 years of emotional turmoil while ttc—two whole years…
43 I have PCOS, migraines, asthma, chronic allergies, and a Latex allergy
44 I had perfect teeth before I got pregnant
45 Since being pregnant, I have had three fucking root canals…and no I’m not happy about it
46 I want to have another baby…we’ll start ttc’ing Summer 2006—wow…that’s close
47 I have OCD and ADD
48 I am a perfectionist…Type A personality all the way
49 I get so overwhelmed at times, I don’t know where to begin…
50 I got my driver’s license on my 16th birthday—passed both parts the first time
51 I went into labor and never freakin believed that it was true labor…
52 I was scheduled to be induced the following week
53 I labored for 30+ hours, pushed for 4 hours—loved every minute of it…
54 …can’t wait to do it again!!
55 I kinda want another girl, but am ready for either a girl or a boy
56 I’m addicted to my computer…
57 I love designing web pages…
58 I’m a loner, although I truly wish I wasn’t…
59 I can count on one hand the truest friends I have in life…
60 I hate reading unless it’s something that interests me…
61 I’m a Registered Nurse and I really love that about myself
62 I have a foul mouth…although I can control it and do when I have to
63 Brenna has one half sibling—that I know of--that she may not ever meet, although I’m not opposed to it
64 I wouldn’t mind meeting the donor if given the chance
65 I don’t really fit into many categories…I’m sooo not a cookie cutter grrl
66 I love fingernail polish
67 I love getting massages…although I’ve only had three
68 I love pedicures, although I’ve only had one…
69 I love photography, but I’m not that great at it…
70 I would love to be more creative…
71 and thinner too…PCOS is to thank for that one…
72 I used to have gorgeous hair…naturally wavy, thick and people would stop me and tell me
73 thanks to PCOS, I’ve been losing my hair since I was 16…
74 I’m only NOW able to even admit it or talk about it….and I hate that it’s an issue for me…
75 I hate shaving my legs—sometimes…
76 I think I’m a boring person…
77 I attended The Visual and Performing Arts Program in my Junior and Senior years in high school
78 I was also in the Maryland State Choir—got in my first audition!!
79 I spend waay too much time in the bathroom…lol
80 I love brushing my daughter’s hair
81 I blow my nose many times a day…it’s a must for me…lol
82 I wouldn’t mind going back to college—for psychology or microbiology
83 I’m a clutter bug who hates to throw stuff away
84 I’ve moved—OMG—23 times in my life
85 I think I’m finally settled for a little while at least
86 I don’t have too many plans beyond the next say 5 years—I don’t know why
87 I’m a list writer—chronically
88 I love Diet Sierra Mist on ICE AND the new Diet Dr Pepper Berries and Cream
89 I have clippers and a file where ever I go
90 I’m not much for the beach—I hate sand
91 I love swimming in a pool though
92 I love going on vacation with family
93 I’d like to try parasailing one day
94 I can’t fly a kite nor can I juggle
95 I hate shopping, but I love spending money…
96 One can never have too many purses or shoes
97 I am a germophobe—in a major way…I hold my breath when someone coughs or sneezes around me
98 I kill spiders with my bare feet…
99 I have secrets no one will ever know
100 I like myself and am proud of my accomplishments
101 I want my own home again…I truly miss that family time…

5.17.2006

Broken Road

"Rascal Flatts - Bless the Broken Road"

I set out on a narrow way many years ago
Hoping I would find true love along the broken road
But I got lost a time or two
Wiped my brow and kept pushing through
I couldn't see how every sign pointed straight to you
Every long lost dream led me to where you are
Others who broke my heart they were like northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you

I think about the years I spent just passing through
I'd like to have the time I lost and give it back to you
But you just smile and take my hand
You've been there you understand
It's all part of a grander plan that is coming true
Every long lost dream led me to where you are
Others who broke my heart they were like northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you

Now I'm just rolling home
Into my lover's arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you.

Hope Floats

To Make You Feel My Love
When the rain is blowing in your face
And the whole world is on your case
I could offer you a warm embrace
To make you feel my love
When evening shadows and the stars appear
And there's is no one to dry your tears
I could hold you for a million years
To make you feel my love
I know you haven't made your mind up yet
But I would never do you wrong
I've known it from the moment that we met
There's no doubt in my mind where you belong
I'd go hungry, I'd go black and blue
I'd go crawling down the avenue
There ain't nothing' that I wouldn't do
To make you feel my love
The storms are raging on a rolling sea
And on the highway of regret
The winds of change are blowing wild and free
You ain't seen nothin' like me yet
There ain't nothin' that I wouldn't do
Go to the ends of the earth for you
Make you happy make your dreams come true
To make you feel my love

5.09.2006

TMI Tuesday

TMI Tuesday May 9th, 2006 stolen from Monkey

1. After a night of great sex, who do you tell? How much? no one really...

2. Should prostitution be legal? why shouldn't it...if someone wants to pay someone else for sex and both parties agree--where's the problem?

3. On a scale from 1-10, how selfish are you? You'd have to ask everyone who knows me...but I think I CAN be pretty selfish at times...

4. Name something you haven't tried, but have been thinking about trying. Pilates--maybe??

5. If you could have sex with any celebrity, who would you pick and why? (and don't think of this question as cheating… you aren't attached at the time, k?) Giving thought to it now, there's a couple, but I haven't ever really thought about it...

Bonus (as in "optional"): Have you ever dyed your pubic hair or shaved it in a pattern? no…
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